Awake and Dreaming

by Payden Poore

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1.
There is a part of me Longing to be free Sounds deep within my soul And this song beneath my bones And I'll sing until my lungs give out Hide away all of these doubts, Then maybe we could start anew And run, cause you never know How bad it gets Oh, when you're all alone All alone, inside your head So take these words and run And take it as it comes No it's nothing like you thought It's not the life you sought I've been someone I don't like I was too afraid to fight Once loyal to all I'd heard But I now know, The power of my words So I'll write until my mind retracts, Make a mark on a world that turned its back Long before I knew how to think So just run, Cause you'll never know How bad it gets Oh, when you're locked away Locked away, inside your head So take these words and run And take it as it comes No it's nothing like it seems Not in your wildest dreams You'll find yourself, You'll find yourself, In time, In time, You'll find yourself It just takes time...
2.
The things that I have seen The people I have been The things I used to know It's all a waste, it seems Where do we go? When we die I'd like to believe, That there's something more, but I Just can't feed in to that lie And how do you know That what lies beyond the grave Is not just a fairy tale they sell you to your face The errors of mankind The end of modern times Yet still we turn away It gets harder every day And where do we go? When we die Another one down, Another good man gone, well before his time (No, it doesn't seem right) And what's the use Where is the meaning, if this is all just some dream? How to go on? What's the point of this elaborate scheme? Our lives are just passing by In one glimpse, Right before our very eyes Like robots, We just move along Never quite knowing why, but always doing as told And one day we will come to find That this was just some compiled sketch Of what use we made of our time
3.
The servants weep in unison They mourn in sorrow for the last of a dying breed He paid his dues, never hurt anyone But all the wealth in the world cannot appease a tortured soul And are you happy with all you have done? Small acts of kindness, still you can't please everyone So we run for our lives While saying no goodbyes And how did we think That we were so brave No one will be saved When it all comes down, We're all just running for our lives Little sparrow, Spread your wings Your eyes were never meant to see such things This whore of pride, This wreck of man We keep rebuilding as time slips through our hands We burn the land, blacken the sea And all of this, to think that we were free Still we run for our lives In spite of the times And how did we think That we were so kean That our hands could be washed clean After all we've done, And still we're running for our lives We're always running for our lives... We're always running for our lives We're all just running for our lives We're always running for our lives
4.
Well my daddy went to work Down in the mines, breathing dust Spent his days just trying to provide for us Well he never saw it comin' He never had a chance There was nothing he could do to stop his fate And on the day that mama left, She took two pieces of his heart And after that, He was never quite the same There are things I'll never understand Like why some love must end Why people can't stay true And why we do, these things we do I was just a babe on the day that it all changed Too young to know the truth or have a say And I suppose she took the notion to just up and leave But I don't know the whole story anyway Now left broken and in tears All alone, He disappeared With no reasons, No answer for his pain There are things I'll never understand Like why some love must end Why people can't stay true And why we do, these things we do But what they don't tell you, son Is what you become When you're left with your thoughts And all those lies you bought But I'm too old to care About that here and now And I suppose you never know Just how it might have been But you can find yourself If you just look within...
5.
I'm not a wise man, Can't see the future Just a blind man, with a hint of insight And I never once claimed, to always be right But I've gotta say that I saw this coming And all I know, is life can get old When your back's against the wall And you've no room left to fall No I don't read minds, I just live my life And I've learned a thing or two But some things you can't undo I'm not a singer, I'm not an author, I am Just an old soul, with some poetry on my side And just like my father before me I've seen my share of hard times And all I know, is the world gets cold When it seems no one's on your side And some parts of you have died But it's alright, child, Just live your life And let no one hold you back And let no one pull you down
6.
A traveler once told of many tales Of all the things he'd ever seen And people came from far and wide To listen to the stories he'd bring But words they tend to come with a price When you lose the life behind your eyes No matter how many times it's told The story just gets old We are all alone like the storyteller Selling ourselves, and hoping for an answer We are all alone, Some of us just hide it better Biding our time, Until there's nothing left So drink yourself another cup of coffee And sit alone in your room So no one's come to pull you from these shadows And no one will be coming soon So immerse yourself in your work now But don't dare let anyone hear You've slaved your whole life through So what's another year? We are all alone, some of us just hide it better And we all have our pride, Still we write these letters We are all alone, just like the storyteller Spilling our guts, to anyone who will listen Now as the words run down your page Are you aware of how it aches? And there's not one thing as real As this loneliness you feel But don't let the dark creep in Just remember where you've been Anyone can recite their lies, Not everyone can dictate life...
7.
Turn off the lights, and tell me something That I don't already know It's been this way, for far too long And now it starts to show I'm headed for, a fork in the road When this wheel turns, Which way should I go? Each new day brings, So many familiar things Cut the cord, from the wall And erase, what we have done These words were never meant To reach anyone... I'm headed for, a fork in the road When this wheel turns, Which way will I go? I'm losing track, of that once beaten path And I'm fighting back, With all that I have We drive down old roads And search for our lost hope We drive down old roads And wonder why we're alone We drive down old roads And search for faces that we know We drive down old roads And search for some lost hope We drive down these old roads And search for faces that we know We drive down old roads And wonder why we're still alone We drive down old roads And we learn just where we come from...
8.
Sometimes it gets so hard Just to keep your head up When you have had enough You may feel lost and insignificant Just know there's always time Time to change your life And know, That we were not meant No, We were not meant For anything better than this So when all your money's gone No hope left, to keep you strong And when all your friends, have moved on Move on And just take some comfort in Knowing we all have to deal with this You find most people are the same But some never change It just gets easier, to find Someone, to blame And we are all to blame... And we were not meant No, We were not meant For anything greater than this So forget your troubles child You know it's not worth your time And when all these dreams have passed Who will stand by your side So just find, the good in yourself It matters not, for someone else There's a lack of love in everything we do There's a loss for words, At times, I can't Find anything to say And when reached the edge of All human understanding Will we see, what we were supposed to learn?
9.
Jezebel, you were, my one true thing Take care with who you charm, And be weary of your wings You always had a way, to bring me to my knees What occurs behind closed doors, That no one ever sees And I can feel you as, you're lying next to me Those smiles behind a lie, And your voice was so sweet I'll take you by the hand, lead you to the balcony But will you understand, just why this has to be And Jezebel, please tell me I am not lost I'll push you over the ledge, And then feed you to the dogs And what will then be left, But your skull and your feet Oh, what will then be left, It's just your skull and your feet I'll place out your remains, for all to see But how can I be rid of you smiling back at me?
10.
All I Ask 03:42
You get a day off, You take some time to yourself, And find that you're alone You get your shit straight, You get it all figured out, Just to realize, you're wrong... And you walk away from the smoke As it all falls apart And all I ask is that you'd stay We see old friends We make amends Say how nice it was and all But we quiet down, We don't come around And we never call We get so caught up in ourselves And where does time go? And all I want is someone close You settle down, Get that perfect home, Start a family of your own But the years roll by And the kids all leave Before you know it, You're gone And you fade away, In the night, Like a star that once burned bright And all I ask is, All I'm asking, Will we be remembered when we go?

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released April 28, 2010

All songs written, performed, and recorded by Payden C. Poore

Mixing on "Things I'll Never Understand" by Jesse Jay Allen

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I am a Singer-songwriter from Knoxville, TN

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